Yes... when one's age getting older, he/she wont be that excited for their birthday as those days when one was younger...
Me too... this year, i have no much feeling about that...
But, in my mind, for quite a long time, i WANNA spend my birthday alone with my handphone OFF.. so that, nobody will disturb me and find me out for some other things...
i DON"t feel lonely, but kind of enjoying being ALONE...
i know, im weird... that's y i dun have many real friends with me...
even those who are close to me, always feel im weird to be with...
Some people feel that im an artistic guy for sure, as im weird, and all musician/ artists are weird...
I never deny...
This year, my birthday means the begining of my holiday, approaching Chinese New Year, and it is also the end of my 'suffer' in my current posting (Or, in medical life...)
I cant wait to start my own business, and leave medical field...
as, all DOCTORs are DOG-tors... no life... jz hospital, and hospital and hospital...
it's very sad... and pathetic...
If i keep continue in this field and sacrifice my time for these things which i dun like at all, i'll be regret in future.... (Most people, jz doing routine things to keep their life going, they forget and abandon their dream for long time... i doubt that, in future, they'll regret when they look back...)
Life is short, I dont want to live with regret...
so, the ONLY wish in my birthday is...
May my dream comes true... (leaving medical field ASAP...)
and, i am happy to stay single...
p/s:Boy boy, im sorry for leaving you...not ur fault, but, it's my selfishness...plz forgive my selfishness...I love you!
