Am I in love?!

Am I in love?!
What is love?!

He is mysterious...
He caught my heart to keep waiting for his new updates for his blog and his reply to my comments... (OMG@@@ have i become a stalker?!)
He refused to reveal himself to anyone...
He is shy...
He is cute and gentle...

He plays piano...
He loves the songs i love...
Those songs he loves, eventually become the song i repeated from morning til dawn...
He is very rational...
He is very weird as compared to NORMAL population... (Then, im very weird too!)
He prefers alone...

I tried...
I cried...
How I can reach you?
I don't hope for any return...
May be just a "smile" from you...

What are you scared of?
What do you want?

I want to know you...
I want to hear from you...
I want to be there when i am sad...
I want to play piano together with you...
I want to share my medical knowledges with you...
Or, we can go to church together...
(That is a lots... a lots...)

All i want, just a warm smile from you!!~~


你是爱我的(by Amei)

同样的一场日落
There is the same sunset
同样你还是没说
You are still the same by not telling anything
只是抱紧我时间一到就松手
Just hug me tightly, waiting to let go

你用一万个理由
You are using a million excuses
都比沉默还温柔
gentle than silence
为什么爱我又不断退后
Why do you let go if you are loving me?

你害怕的是什么
What are u scared of?
你想要的是什么
What do u want?
站在你背后
Stand by you
我连呼吸都痛
I can feel the pain even when i breathe

我要相信你是爱我的
I want to believe that you love me
我要相信你是勇敢的
I want to believe that you are brave
我烦时间是最残酷的
I am afraid of the cruelty of waiting
我怎么等
How can i wait?

我要相信你是爱我的
I want to believe that you love me
不要当我每次唱情歌
Dont let me cry when i sing the love song
眼里总有太多泪不停拉扯
My eyes is always filled with tears

我用一万个答案
I am trying to look for a million answers
解释我们的距离
to explain our distance
到最后发现我全都猜错
I am wrong after all


你怀里有太多问号
You have too many queries within you
告诉我怎么依靠
How can i rely on you?





说好的幸福呢？(By Jay Chou)

Where is promised happiness

你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
Your reply is still reverberating chaotically, at this point of time
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
When i thought of the white doves beside the fountain, the sweetness is scattered
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
My feelings are inexplicably dragging on, as i realized that i still love you
而你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了
And yet you continue singing songs, pretending that everything is alright

时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
Time has passed and walked away, and there is a choice to be made when it come to love
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
You're becoming apathetic and tired, and i cried
离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着
You wrote a card describing the unhappiness when you left
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
Sometimes when love reaches this point, it really hurts


怎么了 你累了 说好的幸福呢
What happened, you are tired, where is our promised happiness?
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
I understand, so there is no point talking anymore; our love has become bland and my dreams have bcome farfetched
开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍
Counting carefully the times of happiness and unhappiness that you won't let go
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
I still remember very clearly the feeling of having loved

你不等了 说好的幸福呢
You're given up waiting, so where is our promised happiness?
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
I was wrong, my tears have dried, i have let go, and have regretted
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢
But that musical box continaing the past is still turning

P/S: I keep repeating these 2 songs since my study weeks...