Showing posts with label Di Di. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Di Di. Show all posts

Sunday, April 19, 2009

I'm leaving -- Mising you

Today, im leaving to Pahang with my fren... and, i think, today will be my last day in KL while waiting for my posting...

So, i wont be able to blog or enjoy reading blogs within these 1-2 months...
Im leaving reluctantly... (you know, in small kampung, i cant get internet access, etc... SAD!!)

I'm not sure whether i can make it through or not...
Because these few months, i was not that emotional/moody any more...
Because when this was going to happen to me, i spent all my time in blogs...
Enjoying!!
Esp that particular 2 blogs which i clicked on once i opened my laptop!
*Addiction*

Im sure missing you!
and, on9 is the ONLY way to get connected with you guys...
But, im going to LOSS it...
and, i start to fell SAD dy...

WHAT to do?
WHAT can i do? (to get you!)
being a POOR student and the ugly and fat one... haih!


p/s:
I never/seldom prioritize my outer beauty, therefore, im fat and old...
This time, im not sure!
Do i really need to take good care of me physically?!
But, im confident with my inner beauty...
ha! U will agree with me, if you know me!
Ha! (Confidence = one of the inner beauties?!)




真实 (Real - by Amei)

你说的话在 我心中生了根

What you had told me, all i keep closely inside my heart

爱得很深所以心很疼

it hurts because i love you deeper

记忆 在我的心中翻滚

Memories flow in my mind

是不是每一个人 都像我一样笨

I wonder, is everyone crazy and stupid like me?!

只怕再问 对彼此都太残忍

Im afraid to ask, it's cruel to both of us

我能感觉另外一个人

I feel there is someone else

我等 等笑容换成泪痕

i wait, wait til the happiness turn into sorrow

爱在崩溃的时候 比较真

i can feel the real feeling when we break-up

太多疑问 知道答案又如何

too many queries... What's the difference by knowing the truth?

原来容忍 不需要天份

In deed, patience is not a talence

只要爱错一个人

you will laern it when you love the wrong one

心痛比快乐更真实

Sorrow is real than happiness

爱为何这样的讽刺

how ironic the love is

我忘了这是第几次

im not sure this is how many times

一见你就无法坚持

i cant help it when i see your face

孤独比拥抱更真实

Loneliness is real than your hugs

爱让人失去了理智

Love makes everyone crazy/blind

会不会是我太自私

am i too selfish

拒绝更寂寞的日子

reject loneliness

放不开 也看不见未来

i cant let go, i cant see the future either

难道这种不完美

I wonder, whether this imperfection

才是爱情真实的样子

is the reality of LOVE?!



[旅程 by 张惠妹]

明明醒着的午后 感觉像个梦

I feel like dreaming in the afternoon although im awake

暖暖吹着的微风 走过的路一幕幕在梦中

im remembering all the pass while the warm wind caressing my face

每当怀疑开始摇头

when i started to doubt

相信总是紧握我的双手

Faith is always hold me closely

告诉我努力 会有结果

Tell me to try harder for better outcome

当我害怕的时候 什么都没把握

When im afraid, i have no confidence

勇敢总是在左右 再困难的梦陪我一起做

Courage is with me through thick and thin

每当伤心开始低头

When i started to feel sad

快乐悄悄走近对我诉说

happiness is approaching and tell me that

让我们抬头 看看天空

Let's look high up into the sky

Sunny day with the rain together

像苦与甜交织的景色

same as the mixture of sweet and bitter

春天的花 冬天的寒冷

Flower of the spring, Coldness of the winter

都是色彩缤纷的人生

All is the colour of our life

Sunny day with the rain together

时间转动着古老的缘份

time is running

黑暗的夜 明亮的早晨

darkness of the night, brightness of the morning

那都是我们 丰盛的旅程

all is the blessing of our journey


Can Someone plz help me to translate due to my lousy english?! thx!

Little Dove, can u plz help up?! i know u can! unless you r busy with ur study.. thx!

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Fast and Furious




Just came back from this movie in midvalley...
Nice!
ya... i did enjoy the racing and action part, but i enjoyed more on some CONSERVATION parts...
(tears filled my eyes)

"We're a walking target"
"I don’t want you around when they catch up to me"
"Ride or die remember?"
"Dom, how long are we doing this?"
"Now out of suddenly it’s too dangerous"
"Come on"

But, Dom still left her... He thought he was sacrificing for her, but, He is toooo selfish...
She died for him, coz she wanted him to come back!!!
it's a SAD story!

"Dom , what you doing?"
"You're eating first, so you're the one saying grace"
"Thank you lord for blessing this table"
"with food and family..."
"and friendship..."

Hooray to friendship!!!


He should bring her along...
No matter what happen, they should face it TOGETHER... that's love...
LOVE doesn't need sacrifice... but, UNDERSTANDING...



My own definition for LOVE is,
You don't want the one you love to change for you, b'coz any chances wil end up as "exhaustion" - reason of breaking up!
I wont change for the one i love too!
Therefore, i hate responsibility... so, i better remain SINGLE...
all i want, are the CLOSE frens who understand me and will be there with me through thick and thin!!! THAT's ALL I WANT...



p/s:
Little Dove,
Go for him if you like him...
Talk to him! if not, he wont sense you!
Don't close yourself... Be open... He's the right one, prince charming...
You dont try, you will never know...
"The pain you gave me is more intense than our happiness"
(心痛比快樂更真實)


Di di,
Happy for you!

星星堆滿天 我還是最愛月圓
我中你的毒 我中你的邪
我無藥可解〔我付出一切〕
我為愛付出一切

Im proud of you...
You should do everything for him if you love him...
But, do keep in your mind, LOVE doesn't promise return...
Love hurts people, but every1 is crazy about it...
SAME REMINDER, dont expect any CHANGES from love, that's not a good thing in relationship!! (i sounded sooooo OLD... ya! im your long-winded kor kor, i know!)

So, you will have my support, no matter what happen... you have my word...
and, you think/worry about 2moro, do live happily for TODAY!!! ok?!

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

The MOST beautiful man

He is special to me..
He is the MOST beautiful man i have ever met...
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Being asian (or chinese perhaps), we are close-minded...
we never apologize, admit our mistake and weakness...
our parents seldom praise us even we did the right things...
(what kind of bringing-up?! fucked!!)

therefore, we seldom praise others... that makes us feel more inferior...
we seldom face our weakness... as if ignorance will protect us from unnecessary harm...
we rarely open-up ourselves to others... coz, truth is hurt!
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Honesty and sincerity are the things he surprised me...
He shares his sex life and love life to the world...
He open-ups himself to strangers...
He even tell the whole-world that he is slutting around...
But, deep down in him, i know he is kind and 'fragile' emotionally...
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After talking to him, i found out, he is smart...
Damn smart! (he scored almost straight As in his SPM in year of 1998, which is an excellent result... unlike the situation now, 10As is soooo soooo soooo common! DAMN Malaysia Education System)
He's caring...
He's lovely...
He's hilarious...
He is arrogant with his pride..
He is confident with his look...
and, he is used to be the centre of attention all the time...
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As Chinese proverb goes, "Wise are those who are willing to lay down themselves when it's appropriate"

Di Di, this is my advice to you...
You shouldn't be limited yourself to your own pride/principles of life...
And, remember, i'll be there with you through thick and thin...
No matter what...

I'll always support you!!!