I sweated profusely… My laptop battery was dead… Reading novel and playing piano as if I was in a sonar room… I was attacked by thousands of annoying flies… (As well as my grandma Alzheimer speech!!)
WTF! What’s a life?! Why am I still alive?!
TNB, where are you? HOW much do we pay you monthly?! U took 7-8 hrs to fix a few cables…?! (WTF!!!) Do you know how hot the weather is nowadays?! From 11am till 7pm… it’s unforgivable!!! Do you know how much pain and damage do you cause to others?!
你害怕的是什么 What are u scared of? 你想要的是什么 What do u want? 站在你背后 我连呼吸都痛 Stand behind you, I can feel the pain even when i breathe
Johnny: "Little Dove?!" Alex: "What?" Johnny: "Are you little dove? smart guy" Alex: "May i know who are you, please" Johnny: "Meet me, then you'll know me! BTW, which hospital are you going for your elective posting?!" Alex: "Malacca hospital... may i know who are you, please..." Johnny: "...You know me!" Alex: ~~calling~~ Johnny cut his call, coz he knows that is not LD... LD is gentle and mysterious...
Johnny was spending endless hrs/days working on who LD is in real person... he called, sms, friendster searching, google searching... asked frens or frens' frens for help, etc!!! Crazy HIM! but, at the end, he still couldn't find out who LD is... Pathetic huh?!
This officially makes HIM a crazy, stupid stalker! SAD........
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NO MORE!! NO MORE!!! Johnny will be away for holiday and that will be a place without internet... Only movies, books, family and piano!!
BYE!
Love is like playing the piano. First you must learn to play by the rules. Then you must learn to play from the heart I lay in bed, tossing and turning. I stared at the blank white wall and curled up into a ball. I burrowed underneath my blanket, trying to disappear...
Today, im leaving to Pahang with my fren... and, i think, today will be my last day in KL while waiting for my posting...
So, i wont be able to blog or enjoy reading blogs within these 1-2 months... Im leaving reluctantly... (you know, in small kampung, i cant get internet access, etc... SAD!!)
I'm not sure whether i can make it through or not... Because these few months, i was not that emotional/moody any more... Because when this was going to happen to me, i spent all my time in blogs... Enjoying!! Esp that particular 2 blogs which i clicked on once i opened my laptop! *Addiction*
Im sure missing you! and, on9 is the ONLY way to get connected with you guys... But, im going to LOSS it... and, i start to fell SAD dy...
WHAT to do? WHAT can i do? (to get you!) being a POOR student and the ugly and fat one... haih!
p/s: I never/seldom prioritize my outer beauty, therefore, im fat and old... This time, im not sure! Do i really need to take good care of me physically?! But, im confident with my inner beauty... ha! U will agree with me, if you know me! Ha! (Confidence = one of the inner beauties?!)
真实 (Real - by Amei)
你说的话在 我心中生了根
What you had told me, all i keep closely inside my heart
爱得很深所以心很疼
it hurts because i love you deeper
记忆 在我的心中翻滚
Memories flow in my mind
是不是每一个人 都像我一样笨
I wonder, is everyone crazy and stupid like me?!
只怕再问 对彼此都太残忍
Im afraid to ask, it's cruel to both of us
我能感觉另外一个人
I feel there is someone else
我等 等笑容换成泪痕
i wait, wait til the happiness turn into sorrow
爱在崩溃的时候 比较真
i can feel the real feeling when we break-up
太多疑问 知道答案又如何
too many queries... What's the difference by knowing the truth?
原来容忍 不需要天份
In deed, patience is not a talence
只要爱错一个人
you will laern it when you love the wrong one
心痛比快乐更真实
Sorrow is real than happiness
爱为何这样的讽刺
how ironic the love is
我忘了这是第几次
im not sure this is how many times
一见你就无法坚持
i cant help it when i see your face
孤独比拥抱更真实
Loneliness is real than your hugs
爱让人失去了理智
Love makes everyone crazy/blind
会不会是我太自私
am i too selfish
拒绝更寂寞的日子
reject loneliness
放不开 也看不见未来
i cant let go, i cant see the future either
难道这种不完美
I wonder, whether this imperfection
才是爱情真实的样子
is the reality of LOVE?!
[旅程 by 张惠妹]
明明醒着的午后 感觉像个梦
I feel like dreaming in the afternoon although im awake
暖暖吹着的微风 走过的路一幕幕在梦中
im remembering all the pass while the warm wind caressing my face
每当怀疑开始摇头
when i started to doubt
相信总是紧握我的双手
Faith is always hold me closely
告诉我努力 会有结果
Tell me to try harder for better outcome
当我害怕的时候 什么都没把握
When im afraid, i have no confidence
勇敢总是在左右 再困难的梦陪我一起做
Courage is with me through thick and thin
每当伤心开始低头
When i started to feel sad
快乐悄悄走近对我诉说
happiness is approaching and tell me that
让我们抬头 看看天空
Let's look high up into the sky
Sunny day with the rain together
像苦与甜交织的景色
same as the mixture of sweet and bitter
春天的花 冬天的寒冷
Flower of the spring, Coldness of the winter
都是色彩缤纷的人生
All is the colour of our life
Sunny day with the rain together
时间转动着古老的缘份
time is running
黑暗的夜 明亮的早晨
darkness of the night, brightness of the morning
那都是我们 丰盛的旅程
all is the blessing of our journey
Can Someone plz help me to translate due to my lousy english?! thx!
Little Dove, can u plz help up?! i know u can! unless you r busy with ur study.. thx!
Just came back from this movie in midvalley... Nice! ya... i did enjoy the racing and action part, but i enjoyed more on some CONSERVATION parts... (tears filled my eyes)
"We're a walking target" "I don’t want you around when they catch up to me" "Ride or die remember?" "Dom, how long are we doing this?" "Now out of suddenly it’s too dangerous" "Come on"
But, Dom still left her... He thought he was sacrificing for her, but, He is toooo selfish... She died for him, coz she wanted him to come back!!! it's a SAD story!
"Dom , what you doing?" "You're eating first, so you're the one saying grace" "Thank you lord for blessing this table" "with food and family..." "and friendship..."
Hooray to friendship!!!
He should bring her along... No matter what happen, they should face it TOGETHER... that's love... LOVE doesn't need sacrifice... but, UNDERSTANDING...
My own definition for LOVE is, You don't want the one you love to change for you, b'coz any chances wil end up as "exhaustion" - reason of breaking up! I wont change for the one i love too! Therefore, i hate responsibility... so, i better remain SINGLE... all i want, are the CLOSE frens who understand me and will be there with me through thick and thin!!! THAT's ALL I WANT...
p/s: Little Dove, Go for him if you like him... Talk to him! if not, he wont sense you! Don't close yourself... Be open... He's the right one, prince charming... You dont try, you will never know... "The pain you gave me is more intense than our happiness" (心痛比快樂更真實)
Di di, Happy for you!
星星堆滿天 我還是最愛月圓 我中你的毒 我中你的邪 我無藥可解〔我付出一切〕 我為愛付出一切
Im proud of you... You should do everything for him if you love him... But, do keep in your mind, LOVE doesn't promise return... Love hurts people, but every1 is crazy about it... SAME REMINDER, dont expect any CHANGES from love, that's not a good thing in relationship!! (i sounded sooooo OLD... ya! im your long-winded kor kor, i know!)
So, you will have my support, no matter what happen... you have my word... and, you think/worry about 2moro, do live happily for TODAY!!! ok?!
He is mysterious... He caught my heart to keep waiting for his new updates for his blog and his reply to my comments... (OMG@@@ have i become a stalker?!) He refused to reveal himself to anyone... He is shy... He is cute and gentle...
He plays piano... He loves the songs i love... Those songs he loves, eventually become the song i repeated from morning til dawn... He is very rational... He is very weird as compared to NORMAL population... (Then, im very weird too!) He prefers alone...
I tried... I cried... How I can reach you? I don't hope for any return... May be just a "smile" from you...
What are you scared of? What do you want?
I want to know you... I want to hear from you... I want to be there when i am sad... I want to play piano together with you... I want to share my medical knowledges with you... Or, we can go to church together... (That is a lots... a lots...)
All i want, just a warm smile from you!!~~
你是爱我的(by Amei)
同样的一场日落 There is the same sunset 同样你还是没说 You are still the same by not telling anything 只是抱紧我时间一到就松手 Just hug me tightly, waiting to let go
你用一万个理由 You are using a million excuses 都比沉默还温柔 gentle than silence 为什么爱我又不断退后 Why do you let go if you are loving me?
你害怕的是什么 What are u scared of? 你想要的是什么 What do u want? 站在你背后 Stand by you 我连呼吸都痛 I can feel the pain even when i breathe
我要相信你是爱我的 I want to believe that you love me 我要相信你是勇敢的 I want to believe that you are brave 我烦时间是最残酷的 I am afraid of the cruelty of waiting 我怎么等 How can i wait?
我要相信你是爱我的 I want to believe that you love me 不要当我每次唱情歌 Dont let me cry when i sing the love song 眼里总有太多泪不停拉扯 My eyes is always filled with tears
我用一万个答案 I am trying to look for a million answers 解释我们的距离 to explain our distance 到最后发现我全都猜错 I am wrong after all
你怀里有太多问号 You have too many queries within you 告诉我怎么依靠 How can i rely on you?
说好的幸福呢？(By Jay Chou)
Where is promised happiness
你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻 Your reply is still reverberating chaotically, at this point of time 我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了 When i thought of the white doves beside the fountain, the sweetness is scattered 情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢 My feelings are inexplicably dragging on, as i realized that i still love you 而你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了 And yet you continue singing songs, pretending that everything is alright
时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择 Time has passed and walked away, and there is a choice to be made when it come to love 你冷了 倦了 我哭了 You're becoming apathetic and tired, and i cried 离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着 You wrote a card describing the unhappiness when you left 有些爱只给到这真的痛了 Sometimes when love reaches this point, it really hurts
怎么了 你累了 说好的幸福呢 What happened, you are tired, where is our promised happiness? 我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了 I understand, so there is no point talking anymore; our love has become bland and my dreams have bcome farfetched 开心与不开心一一细数着你再不舍 Counting carefully the times of happiness and unhappiness that you won't let go 那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得 I still remember very clearly the feeling of having loved
你不等了 说好的幸福呢 You're given up waiting, so where is our promised happiness? 我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了 I was wrong, my tears have dried, i have let go, and have regretted 只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着 要怎么停呢 But that musical box continaing the past is still turning
P/S: I keep repeating these 2 songs since my study weeks...
