I'm leaving -- Mising you

Today, im leaving to Pahang with my fren... and, i think, today will be my last day in KL while waiting for my posting...

So, i wont be able to blog or enjoy reading blogs within these 1-2 months...
Im leaving reluctantly... (you know, in small kampung, i cant get internet access, etc... SAD!!)

I'm not sure whether i can make it through or not...
Because these few months, i was not that emotional/moody any more...
Because when this was going to happen to me, i spent all my time in blogs...
Enjoying!!
Esp that particular 2 blogs which i clicked on once i opened my laptop!
*Addiction*

Im sure missing you!
and, on9 is the ONLY way to get connected with you guys...
But, im going to LOSS it...
and, i start to fell SAD dy...

WHAT to do?
WHAT can i do? (to get you!)
being a POOR student and the ugly and fat one... haih!


p/s:
I never/seldom prioritize my outer beauty, therefore, im fat and old...
This time, im not sure!
Do i really need to take good care of me physically?!
But, im confident with my inner beauty...
ha! U will agree with me, if you know me!
Ha! (Confidence = one of the inner beauties?!)

真实 (Real - by Amei)

你说的话在 我心中生了根

What you had told me, all i keep closely inside my heart

爱得很深所以心很疼

it hurts because i love you deeper

记忆 在我的心中翻滚

Memories flow in my mind

是不是每一个人 都像我一样笨

I wonder, is everyone crazy and stupid like me?!

只怕再问 对彼此都太残忍

Im afraid to ask, it's cruel to both of us

我能感觉另外一个人

I feel there is someone else

我等 等笑容换成泪痕

i wait, wait til the happiness turn into sorrow

爱在崩溃的时候 比较真

i can feel the real feeling when we break-up

太多疑问 知道答案又如何

too many queries... What's the difference by knowing the truth?

原来容忍 不需要天份

In deed, patience is not a talence

只要爱错一个人

you will laern it when you love the wrong one

心痛比快乐更真实

Sorrow is real than happiness

爱为何这样的讽刺

how ironic the love is

我忘了这是第几次

im not sure this is how many times

一见你就无法坚持

i cant help it when i see your face

孤独比拥抱更真实

Loneliness is real than your hugs

爱让人失去了理智

Love makes everyone crazy/blind

会不会是我太自私

am i too selfish

拒绝更寂寞的日子

reject loneliness

放不开 也看不见未来

i cant let go, i cant see the future either

难道这种不完美

I wonder, whether this imperfection

才是爱情真实的样子

is the reality of LOVE?!

[旅程 by 张惠妹]

明明醒着的午后 感觉像个梦

I feel like dreaming in the afternoon although im awake

暖暖吹着的微风 走过的路一幕幕在梦中

im remembering all the pass while the warm wind caressing my face

每当怀疑开始摇头

when i started to doubt

相信总是紧握我的双手

Faith is always hold me closely

告诉我努力 会有结果

Tell me to try harder for better outcome

当我害怕的时候 什么都没把握

When im afraid, i have no confidence

勇敢总是在左右 再困难的梦陪我一起做

Courage is with me through thick and thin

每当伤心开始低头

When i started to feel sad

快乐悄悄走近对我诉说

happiness is approaching and tell me that

让我们抬头 看看天空

Let's look high up into the sky

Sunny day with the rain together

像苦与甜交织的景色

same as the mixture of sweet and bitter

春天的花 冬天的寒冷

Flower of the spring, Coldness of the winter

都是色彩缤纷的人生

All is the colour of our life

Sunny day with the rain together

时间转动着古老的缘份

time is running

黑暗的夜 明亮的早晨

darkness of the night, brightness of the morning

那都是我们 丰盛的旅程

all is the blessing of our journey

Can Someone plz help me to translate due to my lousy english?! thx!

Little Dove, can u plz help up?! i know u can! unless you r busy with ur study.. thx!